HER FIVE CENTS

Crazy how I woke up yesterday in AZ and today I woke up in PA. It's kind of a weird sensation. I haven't been here in approximately 3 weeks yet  I feel like this is home.

I realized so much on my trip to AZ. The most important being that I love my family very much but I don't like the way the world affects their relationships. I am not saying I don't have the same issues, but I realized how much different priorities in peoples lives, really affect who they are. That sounds like a bunch of mumble jumble but it makes sense in my mind.

Christmas was great as usual. Yes, a little stressful but fun. David and I agreed and advised our younger siblings to marry someone from a different town, or at least from somewhere an hour away so that holidays are not crazy. It's too hard to do two Christmas's and two Thanksgivings... not so fun. Rewarding, yes. Stressful, no thanks.

My mom gave me this Laffy Taffy pillow that I love. It's so great. I want to eat it. I wish someone would make me a gigantic taffy to eat. yum. I want that right now.

I give thanks to Brian and Sharai for being the good friends they are. It really meant so much that they were willing to hold a car wash in my name on order to keep me there a little longer. Makes me cry just thinking about it. It could also be the hormones.

Speaking of hormones, I don't think I have even talked about the fact that I am with child on myspace yet. Probably because I don't believe in that crap. Exploiting my pregnancy on the world wide web... I don't think so. But I am having a little one and I am really excited. This will probably be the place I talk about it most (in blogs) because I like it. I am 18 weeks along and feeling really good. I am due May 28th and am really excited. I won't lie, it took me a while to get to that place... the place of excitement. When it came though, it was a good one. It mostly happened when I heard the heartbeat and then saw the 4D movement of our little alien (that's what he looks like). Yes we are calling him a him because that's what we think him's is.

Anyway, I am happy to be home, I am happy to love PA even though it is cold. And I am happy to know you. If you are reading this blog, you are a good friend. Thank you. 

Yes. My blog is private because I hate everyone. This is basically what it said.
1. Some of my good friends forgot about my birthday and I am sad.
2. Mike got married today.

That is all.

I am happy for Mike and Kristi. They are a beautiful couple and will make pretty babies. I am excited for the cute pictures of him and I and my babooshka  to come out.

Brian and Sharai are the best ones ever. I am so thankful to them for making my life a happy one. I love taking Sharai's pants off. Skinny, Skinny everywhere..... bleep those skinny bleepes. (edited for children's eyes).


No one will read this anyway so why do I even write it? I don't know. Have a nice day to those who do and I am sorry for being lame. No I am not. But I loke you. 

I haven't written a blog in awhile. Well not really awhile... but a little while. I used to write them a lot. I should take advantage of them more often. It's like a journal you know...

I am excited only at the thought of returning to see my family and friends for the Christmas season. It's pretty much what is holding me together right now. I miss them like crazy. It's a hard one.

I don't miss the Pauldenness of it all. I've been talking to my mom a lot lately and the stuff that is going on there is INSANE. I remember why I left. PA is pretty. Although it is getting ugly with all the leaves falling and stuff. It hasn't snowed yet. I am crossing my fingers too. Only because we are building our house and want to get a roof on before the white stuff comes.

Life is interesting. I am listening to some beautiful piano music right now. It is very inspiring. It's amazing how life/God throws things in your path to see how you will do. I don't always think I am going to pass those tests. Somehow I always do even if it's just barely.


I miss everyone real bad. Cheltst, Mom, Dad, Dare, Steph, Kevin, Emmy, Sharai, Leann, my Roommate, Chelle, Tessa, all my granparents, Sheena, Janell, Ross, Jolyne, all the bros and sisters-in-law, nieces, nephews, Shayna, Lydia, E. Hoffman, E. Hunsaker, and more....... the time will come though.