Monday, July 19, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Seriously? Did I really just title this post Giddy With Love? Wow. Ghetto. Well, here we go. It's gonna be one of those posts. You know the one where I totally brag about my life? Nah, Not really.
I am really excited about my life. Not anything is super awesome that I need to tell you about. I'm just working on changing my thoughts. It's really sort of cool the difference it makes. I promise. I'm reading a couple of books right now which I will not be naming quite yet. That way you have to keep checking back until I make the big reveal.
Remember when I was sad and mad about being fat? Well that mentality is changing! I just want to be more positive. Simply said.
Growing up, there was a lot of negativity in my home (I love you mom). Not words necessarily, but actions, and thoughts and circumstances. We are programmed with it from childhood even if it's not from our home. Our tests in school are marked with how many we got wrong. We're told NOT to do something because it's bad or dangerous, etc. At times, it's necessary. I know that. I'm making a point in that it's hard to NOT be negative with everything we've learned to base responses off of.
Baby steps, baby steps. Did you know if takes 21 days for something to become a habit? Yeah. It's true. I might be on day 4 or something. lol.
Here is a tidbit for today:
Wisdom is knowing I am nothing
Love is knowing I am everything
And between the two my life moves.
-Nisargatta Maharaj
By the way, I in no way am meaning to be all preachy weachy. I'm just here to share with you! I hope you share with me too!
I am really excited about my life. Not anything is super awesome that I need to tell you about. I'm just working on changing my thoughts. It's really sort of cool the difference it makes. I promise. I'm reading a couple of books right now which I will not be naming quite yet. That way you have to keep checking back until I make the big reveal.
Remember when I was sad and mad about being fat? Well that mentality is changing! I just want to be more positive. Simply said.
Growing up, there was a lot of negativity in my home (I love you mom). Not words necessarily, but actions, and thoughts and circumstances. We are programmed with it from childhood even if it's not from our home. Our tests in school are marked with how many we got wrong. We're told NOT to do something because it's bad or dangerous, etc. At times, it's necessary. I know that. I'm making a point in that it's hard to NOT be negative with everything we've learned to base responses off of.
Baby steps, baby steps. Did you know if takes 21 days for something to become a habit? Yeah. It's true. I might be on day 4 or something. lol.
Here is a tidbit for today:
Wisdom is knowing I am nothing
Love is knowing I am everything
And between the two my life moves.
-Nisargatta Maharaj
By the way, I in no way am meaning to be all preachy weachy. I'm just here to share with you! I hope you share with me too!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
I'm never sure where, or what to post. I read through some of my old Myspace blogs. I want to post some of them here.
It worked. I'm just gonna start linking them. Some of them are risque. Can you handle it?
I have nothing interesting to say today. Tonight is date night. I feel upset that I don't have my camera or camera charger, or even a video camera. I am missing out on so many moments of my childrens life. Where are you camera charger? I'm putting some good energy out there that I will find it.
I will be posting a link to my bff's blog. She is going to be famous. I really think she will be. She is funny AND a good writer, AND interesting.
It's weird cause I've had 2 days off of work. I have to work tomorrow and then have 2 days off again. I wish I could just have all of the days off. lol.
What are your plans for the weekend?
It worked. I'm just gonna start linking them. Some of them are risque. Can you handle it?
I have nothing interesting to say today. Tonight is date night. I feel upset that I don't have my camera or camera charger, or even a video camera. I am missing out on so many moments of my childrens life. Where are you camera charger? I'm putting some good energy out there that I will find it.
I will be posting a link to my bff's blog. She is going to be famous. I really think she will be. She is funny AND a good writer, AND interesting.
It's weird cause I've had 2 days off of work. I have to work tomorrow and then have 2 days off again. I wish I could just have all of the days off. lol.
What are your plans for the weekend?
Friday, July 2, 2010
Because I have been at home for the last 2 days with my babies, I decided it was time to mommy blog.
A few things I love about Jackson right now:
A few things I love about Sadie right now:
There are many more things. I don't want to bore you. Thank you to these kiddos mentioned above for letting me write this WHOLE post uninterrupted. Awesome! What a good day!
A few things I love about Jackson right now:
- His complete answers to questions. "Jackson, do you want ketchup with your chicken?" His response, "Yes, ketchup." (Complete with the pause). Another one today, "Jackson, can you get me a diaper for Sadie?" Him: "Yes, a diaper.".
- I love the way he says what. "Hwhaht?"
- Bob a deoder, YES WE CAN!
- He asks, "You okay?" if he even remotely thinks you are hurt. It comes complete with a touch.
- He LOVES cars and trucks and buses and things. Yesterday was a tender moment when he drove his little "tractor" as he calls it (the one in his hand in the picture), all over my body. Very sweet.
- Her walk!
- The way she dances! She bobs up and down, and shakes her hips back and forth. She might be my daughter. :-)
- She is VERY thoughtful. Today she wanted a drink. I asked her to go get her cup from the room. Not only did she bring hers back, but she brought Jacksons too. And gave it to him. Do they understand that already?
- I love how she sings the ABC's. Not very well, but she tries!
- She too, does the "You okay?" thing. Hers sounds more like "kay? U kay?"
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