Are you sure? Are you positive?

For some reason this weekend has been one of reflection. I woke up early today and I had some time to myself. It was quiet. It was warm. It was fabulous. I spent a little bit of time talking to God in all sincerity, for the first time in awhile. Church was good. John bore his testimony and I felt the spirit. Again, the first time in awhile. I read something in a book, for the first time in awhile.

All these things combined have led me to a few conclusions. One, that I want to be more than just stagnant when it comes to spirituality. Two, that I really desire to live the way God wants me to. And three, that I really want to study the words of God more often. It was so interesting to me as I thought about John and his testimony. The John I met on the first day of moving here is not the same John he is now. Well he is the same John, but he is so much more. I want that same kind of change.

I also had some time with a friend of mine this weekend. Hanging out with her made me realize how negative I am. She emits positive energy. I want that too. I felt guilty after hanging out with her because she has such a positive outlook. I desire that as well. Thank you!

Patience is not a virtue of mine but I hope in my endeavor to become "better", others who do possess that quality will share theirs with me.


  1. Great Blog Lisa. I was totally gonna blog about this same thing today, but you beat me to it.

  2. I like the new layout of you blog, very cute! And what great insight on what we should all be better spiritually, mentally, socially, physically, etc. It's always great to reflect and figure out what we can do do better ourselves. Thanks for shring some of your goals. They help me to put mine in perspective too!