It's okay, it's alright, all we do is fight fight fight.

So I can't decide if I want to make this serious or not serious. Maybe a combination? Maybe a little more serious since I just read the Post Secrets for this week. Love that website. Here is the link . They are all about mom's this week it seems. But really good still. I check it every week. Last week there was this really intense one about the Mormon church that had a picture of the Salt Lake Temple and it said "I hate my parents for raising me in a religion that taught me to hate myself." I can see how one might feel that way. Now don't get me wrong, I love my beliefs. I do. But I understand.

It's been a really really really stressful couple of weeks. I was in the hospital two weeks ago for a UTI and dehydration. I was dialated to a 3 then. This week I was in again for dehydration. I am now at a 4 and efaced 80%. Its a good one. I really really really want people to stop telling me to have the baby. He'll come when he's ready. For now, he's still cooking. So stop asking me. Ugh people.

I hate the lady in Motherhood Maternity. She was there again today. I was even gonna go in and get some sweet nursing bras. But I remembered my experience with this lady the last two times and I wanted to not have those experiences again. So I refrained. Next time I go, I hope she isn't there so I can complain to someone. She is SUPER pushy and made me buy things I didn't want to. I hate her. Real bad.

At least I'm hungry.

I miss certain people in my life who make me laugh a lot. I could use some of that right now. Dang it.

Well. I think that's all for now. I hope my blogs don't get erased for awhile. I like to think of them as a sort of journal. I hope this one isn't too long for anyone. I appreciate that people read my blogs too. Thank you. You are special to me. 

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