What This Day Feels Like

I am almost done with my post from Brugge. That means I only have to blog about SO many other things until I'm caught up. But I think sometimes a good old fashioned regular about-my-day post is in order since well, my life is about to be turned upside down again. 

I've pretty much had visitors non-stop since June. And now the visitors are gone which is a terribly sad thing in and of  itself. Add to that my boyfriend may or may not be leaving too. So it's kind of a big deal. To go from a really full house and lots of traveling to... not that, could potentially be really difficult. 

Because my brain still wants to be depressed about the leavingness and because I just had a major adrenaline rush which has left me stressed out, I'm gonna insert some positivity here. There are a few things I'm looking forward to and they are: 

1) Getting back to my regularly scheduled programming. For about 5 years now, I've told David that every summer Big Brother becomes my new boyfriend because he is always gone. Hashtag I love BB17

2) Having a schedule. It's summer (and will be for a little longer) but I'm secretly looking forward to regular bedtimes and school times. 

3) The possibility of more visitors. I have 2 families in mind that I think/know are coming and it makes my heart happy. 

4) Continued therapy. lol. It's not actually funny. Well, it kind of is. Only because do other people actually look forward to that or is it just me? 

5) Becoming more/less of a hermit. I will continue to do this as my needs see fit. I am ready for some downtime. Please don't knock on my door or ring my doorbell for at least 3 weeks. Jk. Mostly. 

It's 9 p.m. and I'm exhausted. Crying and shaking and biting my cuticles is really tiring! Don't judge me! Last night was a late one, and tomorrow will be a long one. 

What are you looking forward to in life? Do you have to have long term things to look forward to? Or daily things? Or are you just content in life and don't need anything? If so, teach me your ways! 

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