I'm Full of It Today

Jackson had a few accidents today. Not only in his Pull-Up, but in life. He dropped my debit card down the door. And then when we got home he accidently slammed my arm in the car door. It hurt. And I was sort of at the end of my rope. I rushed inside to my bedroom and cried. I cried not only because my arm hurt but because I hurt. In general.

Jackson walked in and was crying too. I know he felt so bad. He said, "I so sorry mommy."  We hugged and I told him I loved him. I apologized for getting upset with him earlier in the day. He said, "It's okay mommy, don't cry." We hugged again and he pulled back and with his pointer finger tried to put my mouth in a smile. Then he smiled a cheesy smile him self and said "Like this." He apologized a couple more times and I got more snuggles.

It was very sweet. A lesson for me.

In Dare's Sunday School they talked about becoming as a child. They read, Matthew 18: 1-6, 10.

1 At the same time came the disciples unto Jesus, saying, Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?

2 And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them,

3 And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.

I wrote my sister today and said, "God hates me". She asked my why. I told her bad things kept happening to me. And that I was feeling sorry for myself. She responded, "None of what went wrong is Gods doing. God doesn't find joy in hurting his children. Nor would he make bad things happen to them."

I get it God. I'm thankful for my accidents and lessons today.

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