Thursday, September 27, 2007

It's not like I even know what to say.

I watched my cell phone change times today. Only the minute changed but it was a weird sensation. I thought for a half second that it was me who changed it. Then I was back to reality. What if I could change time?

What if I could go forward and then go back? What if I could manipulate time so that it worked to my benefit? I think then, I wouldn't exisit.

I've been thinking a lot lately. About a lot of things. I have been reading other peoples blogs and they inspire my own thoughts. I like it. I wish people blogged more often.

I changed my voicemail message. It's funny. Well not that funny.

I'm ready to admit to the world that I have been going to the cancer bed. Yes. I have been tanning. I want to get rid of my stretch marks. Thanks to Alyssa, I also have Mederma cream that is helping as well. I know I will never fully get rid of them, but I wanna try for now.

Ooooh it just thundered real loud. Crazy. I LOVE the rain. I love the smell of rain. Did you know that's the smell of the ozone? Look it up. I'm not lying.

I'm going to a girl movie tonight with Megan, Caitlyn and Janell. I bet you are jealous.

I have a 6 page paper to write as well. If someone wants to write it for me, I will pay you. It's a social psychology paper based on Social Learning Theory by Alburt Bandura. Anyone? anyone?

Ok. Bye. 

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (you're it) and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers.

1. I love Mocha.
2. I want to learn how to be an exotic dancer.
3. I'm totally into reality t.v.
4. I don't like old people drivers. I actually hate them,
5. I pull out my eyelashes.
6. I'm trying really hard to eat right but I love hamburgers and fried food.
7. I've lost 45 pounds since having Jackson. It seems like a lot but I have way more to go.
8. Your mama is my worst nightmare. Ha ha ha. That's a joke.
9. I really really really like Myspace. I feel like it keeps me connected to the world.
10. I love rap music because it makes me feel ghetto (I wanna be black). But if you asked me, I would probably not say that.
The people I pick:
1. Steph: Cause I love you and you read my blogs.
2. Chelsi: You're pretty and I love you and your thoughts. I wish you wrote more.
3. Tasha: Because you actually might do this back. And I love your blogs.
4. Sheena: You're gorgeous and I miss you
5. Sharai: You are the funniest writer ever and I can't wait to know 10 more random things about you.
6. David: You might actually do this too... I appreciate you.
7. Chelle: I love your blogs too. And I want to get to know you better.
8. Roommate: You make me smile.
9. Kylene: I want to know what you have to say!

10. Mollie: Unless you already did this and I haven't checked, I want you to! Because I love you. 

Friday, September 7, 2007

into Stanford, I've let everyone down... I'm so confused." -Jessie, Saved by the Bell

So I have not blogged for awhile. I actually feel guilty even doing this right now. I have so much to do. Laundry. Homework. Cleaning. Etc. No time.

I feel so overwhelmed right now. People have asked me how I am doing lately. And I don't even know what to say. On the one hand, I'm great! I am spiritually better than I have ever been. On the other hand, life is a mess! What am I to do? I do not have any answers right now;.

My mind is a little bit blank right now. Its crazy because I write my blogs in my head before I fall alseep at night. I should get up and write them at that time because then tomorrow comes and I don't remember anything.

The Regatta was this weekend.For those who don't live in PA, the Regatta is a fair type thing that goes on every labor day weekend. There are boat races, and lots of other fun activities. I got to ride a ride for the first time in a year (since I got pregnant). It was super! I rode the zipper with Janell. We had a good time. The fireworks were last night and they were gorgeous too. I had a hard time walking by the river though.

Bad times.

My baby is waking up. Of course. I'm tired. I really don't want to get myself down .I think I need to go read the "Just for Today" leaflet. That's a good idea.