Popularity is not a contest....

Oh wait. Yes it is. At least for me. jk. lol.
I have discovered something recently for which I am grateful. Let me begin a tale which ends happily. It
begins though, on a dark sullen night in a faraway land....

ok. Just kidding. But I do want to say something that I have come to realize. For the reader, this may not be a new discovery, but for me it has been a lifesaver.

I moved to Lock Haven basically on a whim. There was nothing for me in the CV/Paulden and it was just the right time. It was hard at first (in the Haven)... being the wife of David whom everyone loves but I came to adjust and become my own person. I realized that those same people could love me too even though I am not as great as the apple pie I married. I went back to unhappiness for awhile. After many experiences with family and things... I have had a realization. When things are really bad, and you're at the bottom of the pit... there is only one way to go. UP. Not only that, but things WILL get better. They have to. And that is what happened to me. I am so grateful.

I have found some new friends that have basically saved my life. Thanks to them, I am comfortable here in the LC.  I love being here whereas before, I was not really sure. I am grateful for every thing that has happened to me because I am really learning a lot. Life is just great right now. I'm so excited for the new life I am beginning and it is only gonna get better. I am so excited for our little baby boy Nickle,  I am excited for our house, I am excited to just be. I also am very comfortable in the fact that my life is not planned out. I love not knowing where i will or could be in a year. I love that life is fun. I can actually say that today, I love everyone. 

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