My Poem

I can't sleep cause I have stuff on my mind. This is what I have to say.

I like wearing skirts better than jeans
but I don't wear them because I don't like my legs that much.
I like jeans better than capris.
I love the tall, big, green trees in Pennsylvania
but I dearly miss the huge Arizona sky.
I'm a member of the L.D.S. church
but I follow my own path.
I hate working out
but I like it at the same time.
I want to be a hippie
but I'm not because I'm afraid.
I want to work
and probably will.
I'm a big fan of candy
and I would eat it all day long.
I love my husband and my baby
but I love myself too.
I'm tired
but I can't sleep.
I really like reality T.V.
and I spend too much time watching it.
I'm a child of two alcoholics
and I'm proud to say I've never been drunk.
I still feel the effects though.
My friends mean the world to me
and I'm thankful for them.
I want to get my nose pierced
yet I probably won't because...I don't have a reason.
I have stretch marks
but I'm learning to accept them .
School is important to me
and I want to keep going...forever.
Outwardly, I hate old people
but I love them on the inside.
I think about my Dad on a daily basis
and I'm still scared of the memory of finding him.
If I had my way I would dance all day long
and I don't know why I don't.
I'm going to get plastic surgery
because I want to.
Reading takes me to a far away place
yet I don't find the time to do it enough.
High school was fabulous
and I'm proud to say I went to Chino Valley High School.
College was too
but it was a lot more difficult.
I love the rain
but I hate the humidity.
I squint my eyes a lot
and wish I didn't because I don't want wrinkles.
I don't mind smile lines though
because that means I smile a lot.
In my perfect world
I would speak my mind.
Im going to try.