Current mood:
sick
Yeah. I just got back from one! I survived! It was actually fun.David's dads side of the family is crazy but SO fun. I love them. I am just so dang tired from waking up early EVERY day of the week. Yes. 4:45 a.m. comes really soon. Well what I really want to talk about is the fact that family drives me nuts sometimes. See... I live in a town with in-laws and my own family and they judge SO bad. They all want to control my life too. I hate that. I am actually really excited that I am moving into a ghetto trailer because then my mom won't know when I am at home or when I am sleeping in or anything. That will make me happy. Sometimes I think about how I am actually happy with life right now but not really. I have an ok job. I LOVE cheer. And I am going back to school. I love the busy life. I just don't know if I love where I am. I want to move away but we can't do that right now. It just wouldn't work out. So how do I deal with the situation I am in? It's not like I can ignore my family. It's not like I dont' live in the smallest town ever so even if I did want to ignore them, I'd run into them at Safeway or something. Probably there because you see everyone there. Anyway. It's good times. I love my family don't get me wrong but sometimes you just need time. Ok. Onto another subject. I miss David. It's um..... crazy because he's still in Utah in a place where there is no service and so I can't talk to him for like 3 days. He's out 4 wheeling and having a great time and I am stuck here. I hope he doesn't die. It's weird because I feel like I am single again but not really. I sleep by myself and I eat Spaghettios and things. It's a good time.
sickYeah. I just got back from one! I survived! It was actually fun.David's dads side of the family is crazy but SO fun. I love them. I am just so dang tired from waking up early EVERY day of the week. Yes. 4:45 a.m. comes really soon. Well what I really want to talk about is the fact that family drives me nuts sometimes. See... I live in a town with in-laws and my own family and they judge SO bad. They all want to control my life too. I hate that. I am actually really excited that I am moving into a ghetto trailer because then my mom won't know when I am at home or when I am sleeping in or anything. That will make me happy. Sometimes I think about how I am actually happy with life right now but not really. I have an ok job. I LOVE cheer. And I am going back to school. I love the busy life. I just don't know if I love where I am. I want to move away but we can't do that right now. It just wouldn't work out. So how do I deal with the situation I am in? It's not like I can ignore my family. It's not like I dont' live in the smallest town ever so even if I did want to ignore them, I'd run into them at Safeway or something. Probably there because you see everyone there. Anyway. It's good times. I love my family don't get me wrong but sometimes you just need time. Ok. Onto another subject. I miss David. It's um..... crazy because he's still in Utah in a place where there is no service and so I can't talk to him for like 3 days. He's out 4 wheeling and having a great time and I am stuck here. I hope he doesn't die. It's weird because I feel like I am single again but not really. I sleep by myself and I eat Spaghettios and things. It's a good time.
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